Things I Wish I Could Say, But Sometimes I am Afraid

I sometimes find myself riddled with unexpected anxiety and regret in social situations; I overthink the interactions that occur, wish I had come across as more clever or articulate, and wonder if I’ve said something that might affect others’ opinions of me. In my practice, I create a space for and display a less awkward, more assured version of myself; one that is accurate and true but seldom at the surface. In doing this, I am constructing an alter ego that emerges at unforeseen times and manifests itself permanently within my work. I compose pieces in which honest, “stream of consciousness” thoughts, actions, and ideas can be freely yet consciously exhibited through figurative painting and writing. My work is mindfully confrontational, a genuine and all-encompassing reflection of the self.